Space☆Dandy (
adandyinspace) wrote2017-03-31 08:28 pm
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<lust>
I'm just...
Never mind. Forget about it, you've made your mind up.
<ALOHANUILOA>
i aint anyone close like...yknow, im just the dude who annoys you at work
you got a whole club of people who can pat you on the back for the choice you made that im sure you tolerate a hundred times more than me
<lust>
But I'm not going to do this if you can't see me as anything more than a single choice I've made. I'm done with that. I'm an entire person with thoughts and dreams and wants and hopes and ideas, and I am made of many facets and I will not be taken as a whole for one.
I would think you better than that.
<ALOHANUILOA>
and the biggest one is you don't give a crap about me
or if you did, like you wanna say you do, you wouldn't throw yourself at the chick who's making my life miserable
and a bunch of other people
and all the humans that are forced to deal with it
you can have all the facets you want, but don't pretend any of em is caring
<lust>
God's sake, I give you the credit of seeing through to the truth of you, give me the same in return.
But I meant what I said, Dandy. I can't do this if you refuse to actually have a conversation. I'm too tired and sick of everything to go through it.
<ALOHANUILOA>
that's it that's all it takes
all that says to me is just enough of you is willing to turn a blind eye to all the shit we gotta deal with
it sucks, like what other conversation are we gonna have???
<lust>
And forgive me if I'm somehow miss-remembering my entire lifetime here, but EVERYONE is responsible for all of what we have to deal with. Gods, monsters, humans, factions, independent parties... I'm done placing blame and fighting. I just want...
It doesn't matter, does it? Nothing's really different here. No one sees me, they just see what they want.
<ALOHANUILOA>
He's so...mad... and he wants to keep being mad, but in the end, Space Dandy can never stop caring.
It sucks.]
fine
what the hell are we supposed to do
<lust>
I've never been good with this sort of thing, I never even had personal relationships until I came here.
I suppose this is a start.